so my mom was all were leaving tonight....last night. instead of leaving next week for a couple days we left last night for an entire month! crappy thing shes gone crazy and neither of us have our cell phones and no laptops. this is a no business trip i guess. thaknfully i didnt confirm any appointments before leaving. we have this lil tracphone thing and only 5 people have the number. my grandma, my uncle, moms bff debbie, and my bffs mandy and e. i only get to talk to them once a day for 10 minutes. LAMEEEEEE. im not even supposed to be on the computer but moms in the shower so i snuck down to the hotel computer room. dummies blocked myspace though. 

what the heck am i gonna do for a whole month! die.

when i get home i think im signing up for classes again. i think.

mandy is managing my myspace so it dosnt get backed up and all ew when i get home.what a pal.

who wants postcards!

i havnt had much to say other than i  wonder what shes like, i wonder who she is, and i wonder where i stand. i live wrapped up in a towel since i know ill be taking another bubble bath 30 minutes after the last. really i need to start working again, but i just dont want to. how nice is it that i actually have that choice. too nice. 

what happened to trust. seriously does it even exist? it probly skipped town with its lover named honesty.

this morning i told the sunshine if he stayed out all morning and afternoon i would share my afternoon snack with him and he said okay raelynn you have a deal. well he kept up his end of the bargin so here we sit in my yard snacking on cold watermelon and grapes, journaling our hearts out. not literally, we would die sillys. this morning was the first thursday of may, meaning the farmers market was open! o the joy i felt when i woke up knowing i was about to experience one of my favorite seasonal things. yes i know i get excited over ridiculous things. know what? idc. to my surprise i bought nothing but carrots. i love carrots though so i guess its not really a surprise? hmmm. now the sunshine and i are going to walk to the library, or better yet maybe i'll ride my bike. o gosh i love my bike.  it was my grandmothers in the 50's ohh so classy my bike...and my grandma too. mmhmmm. back to the real point. the library. im not sure what i want to read yet. theres tons of books at the library though in case youve never been there dum dums. i kid. im sure you all have smarts. well i would like to think you do so go to the library and use them! 

um is anyone else addicted to the new maroon5 song? o golly i am. baaaad.

its gloomy. today will be a wonderful day to clean my room/whatever else i feel like cleaning. i think i shall make an amazing playlist to keep me company. a little third eye blind, maybe some amy winehouse, def some in fair verona to keep me moving, oh and that hot new a girl called jane track fools. yes! oh golly gosh im excited!
seriously. 
sadly i dont think miss wednesday feels the same. she goes to bed every night just dreaming of how in the morning she can chase birds, ducks, and squirrels. fetch and small naps in the sunshine. well thats what i think she dreams about. i could be wrong though. wouldnt be a first.



she'll just have to get over it.

whats the matter little girl?
are you lost and all alone....
again.